My heart is moving in a different motion than I am used to. I am learning to set my wants to the side and ask God what he wants out of this time away from home. The spirit of God is very tangible on the YWAM campus. I love it. People walking along singing, smiles recklessly being tossed at you, and conversations that actually matter.
Today I was working at this Job site painting a stair case a Mission Builder and I had made. Anyway I was thinking about God and how he wants us to be aware... I mean actually grasp his presents around us, take things in, be silent. I looked off to the coast and saw the earths crust twisting and turning down to this cove that had waves swishing into it. Then I thought, God is with me enjoying this creation...but not the coast as I was, he was enjoying me. My heart for him, my thoughts at that time, being aware of him. I want this to happen much more, much much more.
Yesterday I had a friend ask me "so what has God placed on your heart and mind today?", then I thought about it I wasn't being aware, I hadn't even given him a chance to place anything on my heart and mind because I was focused on my self and not his will. I'm not saying that this is something you can in-fact do everyday. I make it a point to choose him daily, but being aware only grows as you chase his voice and how he in-fact makes himself presentable to you.
So last night we had a mission's builder prayer night! totally up to us to go and the staff didn't arrange it, some of the mission builders did however. We had an amazing time in the prayer room here! God was speaking to me so much about decisions.
Okay so if you have questions about my trip feel free to ask.
Also I'm sharing this because I think this is awesome, I was walking home today and instead of talking to God I was listening which is hard in general for me because im sorta A-D-D. But I was listening and clearly was given the message "Blake I want you to be happy". And I know exactly what and why and just feel super blessed. Okay well thanks for reading! PEACE>LOVE>JOY. =]
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